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citi

learn is Good
The World Eater

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name 𝄞⨾˚｡♫⋆♪₊♬ ﾟ.
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action https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvL1MBuPtWr0pu5M1LDl-fg2Ko-CbLuCZ
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birth...day...?:
july 1 (cancer)

status: ?

relations:
host has alive family, but citi does not interact with them/they don't know that citi is alive


tab: personality
doesn't know how to act like a human - **doesn't understand morality and complex human concepts**
- learning morality from ERiS
- only knows good and bad, doesn't understand complex morals
	- does "*Good*" things and avoids "**Bad**" things

*likes*
citi likes lying on the ground ("i feel connected to it") 
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- it is only vaguely aware that it is the World - it doesn't exactly know if it's human or not but it can definitely feel the divide between it and actual people
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citi also likes their house (concentrated area of emotion/magical activity, like a parasite stimulation pimple)
    there are some places in the world where the parasite is more sensitive/active, and ERiS's house is one such hotspot
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also really likes syriense and albrose (due to the parasite creating/secreting magic, it also feels connected to syriense and albrose)
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really likes absorbing information and learning whatever it can (learning and knowledge is *Good*) so it loiters around ERiS members and intrudes on their personal space (doesn't understand personal space yet) and consumes a lot of media
- its gotten really into geology books and slice of life romance manga as of late
tab: background
showed up at ERiS's house one day soaked through by the rain
claims to know sfina personally, but she has never seen it before
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```spoiler-block
the world parasite is stimulated by emotions, so places with high amounts of emotions are experiencing spatial anomalies (particularly the capital, where majority of the population are/the royal family lives/many government affairs are)
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"how much hate can exist in a place before it starts to hate you back?"
"the places you live in remember you, too"
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MAIN IDEA: the world physically changes according to the perception and feelings of the people living in them
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citi is a breakoff branch of the world, like a graft in a human host
human host was super important figure somewhere like royal family or something and there were a lot of Emotions around their death so the parasite like woke up around their burial site and Took their body 
- specifically everyone was like OH NO. this guys dead they can NOT be dead this is REALLY REALLY BAD. we need this guy back like NOW. this caused a blister that citi emerged from (metaphorically)
- living in it like a skin suit - retaining organs and blood vessels and everything it lives in like gaps where the muscle n fat n tendons etc should be
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combining the fact that theres like 2 magic people + 4 magic abilities + big magic emotion pimple situated at their house + human host knew sfina personally citi lowk just showed up at their door one day bc they were just Drawn to it
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tab: body
is apparently able to regulate their bodily processes well from natural competences

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like a large colony of parasites living in the gaps of a human - can control body very well
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can't see - mimics eye movements by turning pupils towards sound
can't taste due to not being able to understand taste buds/never have tasted things before - still has to eat though
can't smell
can lowk echolocate
blood is blue - not real blood, synthetic (hahhaha blue blood get it bc they were royal hahahheuhfuehuifhsorhtp)
able to regulate body extremely - control every aspect of it manually (stopping heart, controlling glands, growing things out of skin, opening body, growing new appendages, etc.)
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tab: relationships
relates to albrose because albrose also has **difficulty comprehending emotions + morality and empathizing with others** bc she had no friends besides syriense
- will do anything to protect the people she likes - she has tenuous morals when it comes to people outside of that small circle
albrose also feels like a parasite to syriense
- recognizes he gave up his childhood to raise her, feels indebted

**albrose doesn't like most people and has pretty pessimistic view on humanity, while citi thinks people are intriguing and inherently good**

***tldr citi and albrose are kind of similar but have different view on people and theyre learning how to navigate the world together*** ✌️

likes syriense 
also likes sfina bc she knew host before death - clings to these three
ambivalent towards lucis - doesn't care
acts like arcael doesn't exist

constructs:

I want hair like yours, hands like yours  
Fingers that curl in the cold like yours  
I want eyes to stare  
And to cry when I'm feeling scared  
Like you

And you were beautiful and vulnerable and power and success  
God damn, I fell for you, your flamethrowers, your tunnels and your tech  
I studied code because I wanted to do something great like you  
And the real tragedy is half of it was true

But we've been fuckin' mean, we're elitist, we're as flawed as any church  
And this faux-rad West coast dogma has a higher fuckin' net worth  
I bit the apple 'cause I trusted you, it tastes like Thomas Malthus  
Your proposal is immodest and insane  
And I hope someday Selmers rides her fuckin' train

I loved you, I loved you, I loved you, it's true  
I wanted to be you and do what you do  
I lived here, I loved here, I thought it was true  
I feel so stupid, and so used  
I feel so used

- rat
citi was in love with people, but they hated each other and themselves so much it made citi sick (literally physically ill because citi is an extension of the parasite)

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