albrose

"don't even worry. i'll guide us through this."
the mind's eye, butterfly

name 𝄞⨾˚｡♫⋆♪₊♬ ﾟ.
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(julie, ameri, fish in a birdcage, mahou no honyori, tohiko, dinosaurs)

aliases & titles:
beadeye, chick, bug, rose, alby

sui

birthday:
december 21 (sagittarius)

personality:

• introverted asf, finds it hard to meet new people
• thinks ERiS is insanely cool, glad her ability can be useful
• not spontaneous at all - very annoyed at event time changes
• daydreamer, hard for her to focus on both immediate present and far future
• logicboy

likes:

• fencing
• reading
• her brother
• flowers
• astronomy
  • constellations
• astrology
  • other fortune-telling - horoscopes (birth date), cartomancy (cards), naeviology (moles), tasseomancy (tea leaves), thinks clairvoyance is cool but can't do it and thinks psychics are totally bogus
• ERiS

dislikes:

• hot, sour, spicy food
• math
• talking to new people
• public speaking

status: alive

relations:
mother †
father †
syriense (brother)

goal

life

tab: background
- doesn't remember anything about the Incident that happened when she was 2
- **extremely grateful** to her brother for raising her
	- he has never told her the circumstances of their parents' death - **mindbrose won't tell her either, albrose is lowk unsure if she even knows** 
- was happy as long as she was with her brother
- however, one day in some foster home, her power got too much for her to handle without going delirious, so **she had to stop her visions via stabbing her eye out** with the nearest pointy thing - <span style="color:rgb(255, 51, 112)">a clock hand</span>
	- she and her brother got booted out of the foster system because of their "troubled tendencies"
	- one of their Many foster parents was very kind to them though - syriense still keeps in touch with them sometimes
- after that, she and syriense moved around often and didn't settle in one place long, usually
	- however, one thing that has stuck with her is that education is important even if you are living in a dumpster
- currently, keeps her ability in check with her cape that contains its eyes and a flower hairthing that protects her mind 
	- cape is like modified raincoat with anti-parasite things from 7lop
    - makes her tired/sluggish when wearing

mindbrose told her a fortunate place to find shelter, a HALCYON J branch building. 
due to the utility of her abilities (she saved the halcyon members in that building from a bomb placed for faction war reasons), HALCYON hired her and syriense into [[eris]]
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albrose helps the other branches out by giving them pre-op advice - some of them love her, some of them hate her (they don't know she's a kid)
 HALCYON's contract with syriense entails paying for albrose's private school (WHAT!!) education + fencing membership or wtv
tab: strengths
- dedicated to her interests + close ones
- punctual, organized
- pretty studious
tab: flaws
- hard to communicate with others + read the room!!
	- not very sociable - doesn't make big effort to please others if it's not syriense
- doesn't care much about stepping on other peoples' toes if it means the comfort of her loved ones
- similar to lucis - works extremely hard for good results
tab: character overview
close ones
✦ everything she does she does for syriense (and later eris) - feels very guilty for him being basically solely responsible for her for likeee his entire conscious life
- you took care of me - now i'll take care of you
- taking on responsibility voluntarily, though it is very hard for her

✦ likes being useful, helpful, relied on - will do big actions (can be self-sacrificey) to remain useful and protect those around her
✦ *has a bit of a hero/saviour complex*
- will do ANYTHING to not let people down
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relationships
✦ views most relationships outside of inner circle as purely transactional - picked up habit from syriense
✦ difficulty understanding social and emotional cues because of lack of human interaction as a child 💔and general indifference towards whether or not other people think she's "normal" - doesn't understand or care about most social conventions
✦ despite this, still cares about her image and wants people to think she's a morally good person
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future
✦ logical and rational to a fault
✦ likes fortune-telling because she likes being able to know the future + plan for it
feels a big need to make perfect decisions/choose the "right future" - ties into saviour complex and she can't really mess up ever ([[responsibility]])
**doesn't really know her own future, ironically**
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morality
✦ a bit of a childish perspective on morality; only taught by syriense that some actions are good and bad, but difficult for her to understand why some "good" actions can be detrimental and vice versa because she can't empathize well with others
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**responsibility, making hard decisions, guilt, a need to help those around you to the best of your ability even to your detriment, being above others, serving others and not letting them down, losing sight of what's important**
tab: extras
<u>flowers</u>: 
**white heather** (strength, protection, luck, wishes coming true), **purple heather** (solitude, admiration), **white egret orchid** (i'll be thinking of you even in my dreams), **bluebell** (gratitude, humility), **iris** (hope, messages, wisdom) 
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<u>tarot</u>: 
**high priestess**
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<u>fun facts:
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- likes braiding everyone's hair (except arcael bc his hair's too short
- takes weekly walks with syriense to park to pick flowers
- super picky with food
- super picky with punctuality as well
- syriense sewed in a bunch of patches for her cloak
- leaves people on read or delivered ALL the time
- tryhards online games, has probably attempted speedruns
    - likes parkour and combat, like fps
    - very skill-based games
    - plays roblox fs
    - okay with chase scenes and stuff too
- favourite time of day is blue hour
- knows a lot about plants through syriense, but kind of bad at taking care of them despite her watering them regularly and all that
    - they just die..???? lol
- watches hella true crime
    - sometimes just in background while she works
- good sleep schedule eight hours a day 11 pm to 7 am good job niece
    - but sometimes she stays up hella late totally not to game or something (sometimes to do vessel stuff) and sleeps at like 4 am
tab: vessel
Will Vessel
albrose is a thought vessel that can predicts things like dangerous spots and useful item locations based on what she feels is important at the time
she imagines mindbrose and a bunch of alternate timeline hers in her,, Mind Space and they talk to her about future predictions (*this part is lowk her being completely bonkers though. she be imagining ts*)
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the main way she gets information is through parasite network actually and its all like complex predictions based on information she gets through network that she perceives as Mind Council .. for some reason (this is like her equivalent of imaginary friends because she has no friends)
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**sometimes it predicts wrong/doesnt predict at all though bc the eyes appear to her only on things the parasite network can sense and its only prediction  ̄\_(ツ)_/ ̄ ̄
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the eyes will appear to only her, hallucination style
the eyes/overall effect may be contained by anti-parasite material

constructs:

• saw the threads of fate

• heard the song you sung to me that day

• opened the right door
  • this was good, right?
• watched the stars with you
  • for a long stretch of time, albrose lived on a roof with syriense. when she snuck out of their tent area to stargaze, she would see syriense up as well, crying outside. she never went up to him and only quietly went back to bed.
• wish you were happy
• i can't save us
  
  
  horoscopes/tarot/fortune-telling, red string of fate, brown messenger butterfly, dusk, schedules and dates and times and seconds, windows and doors opening, windows and doors closing, decisions made. timelines spiralling from our choices, twisting, knotting. as time flows past us, we all move along our threads, beads, crossing over. i see it all, and i remember it all. our red-golden thread will be guided by my steady hand. predictions upon predictions - everything clicks into place, and rube-goldberg's blade falls. a butterfly flaps its wings, causality. the cards are laid on the table, one by one. what will we be dealt today?